Deep Down

@#$%

2010-06-21T01:00:00.004+04:00

Unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life is always unfair. There's nothing much we can do about it but to complain and show our anger. AARRGGGHHH!!!! But then i cant show it out cos ppl will think i'm jealous. But then I'm jealous. Very!! It's not that i mind taking exam but then for ppl who dont deserve aftomat, and they got it and no need to sit for exam, that is really making me angry. I studied like mad and didnt even get aftomat and only got a 4 for final, and others dont even need to study and then have an easy way to go through all other colloqs and finally got an aftomat. That is really f#$%-ing unfair!!!!!!!! If they really deserve it, i wont mind (eg: my groupmates) but for others............. Sigh.... What to do? haiz.. just forget about it and study harder lor next time... Enough of the sad story, now comes the happy part. I finally finish my 2nd year!!! Having holiday for the next 2 weeks b4 practical starts. So i'm going to sleep and eat puas puas!!! =D

Good things..

2010-05-28T23:56:00.002+04:00

Good things starts to happen on me. Passed my biochem, demolished my cupboard, fixed in the new cupboard (after waiting for almost 8 months), clean up the whole room, etc... Happy happy.. Hope everything else will goes on well too.. All i need is for everything to be 'sun sun lei lei' for the coming days...

Beginning of my 22nd year of life...

2010-05-27T01:50:00.001+04:00

Started my 22nd year of life with no hot water for the next 2 weeks!!!!!!! Sigh... Freaking cold since it's raining. So end up boiling water to take shower b4 going out. Luckily that's the only sad thing that happen to me on my b'day. Went ashan citi to buy ingredients to bake cake. Felt like baking choc cakes for my frens. =) Planned to go bbq for my b'day but end up celebrating in the hostel since it's wet outside. But other than that, everything went on fine. Ate alot, talk to my frens and dance till 1am. Luckily there's only russian class the next day. Had feelings that everything will go well for the coming days. *pray hard*...

Bad day..

2010-05-24T20:34:00.003+04:00

Today is so not my day... had fever last night and slight diarrhea today morning. Went for microb and didnt pass anything.. ='( all my weekend's hardwork went down the drain just like that. It is sooooooo unfair!!! All of them can pass that easily and why cant i???!!!! @%#$ Walked back alone and cry all the way back. Reach hostel, took my shower and chatted with my sis and cry again. Sigh.... I dont care anymore. Just gonna concentrate on biochem for this week and i'll deal again with microb next week. Hate that teacher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait for this week to pass and praying hard that something good will comes along..............

ARRGGHHH!!!

2010-05-23T21:42:00.002+04:00

I'm so distracted now.. sigh.. cant study, cant even watch a movie!! this is how distracted am i. Can u imagine how distracted am i till cant even watch a movie?? Why am i so distracted?? Only one reason...... =(

One more week...

2010-05-23T21:06:00.002+04:00

One more week of hell and i'll be more relieve.. Though it's not the end of sem, but at least everything will be going on as i had planned. Hopefully... I'm gonna pray hard and do my best.... Just one more week.... Hang in there Wen Yi!!!!!

Dedication..

2010-05-20T00:02:00.002+04:00

This post is dedicated to 2 close friends of mine. Just wanna say that no matter what happen, i'll always be there supporting u both emotionally, mentally and physically. Be strong and face whatever challenges that are given to you bravely. Love you guys always..

xoxo,

wenyi

Missing them alot...

2010-04-27T18:23:00.005+04:00

Missing them alot... *hugss & kissess*

Wat Am I Doing??

2010-04-24T13:36:00.003+04:00

Wat am i doing now??? Should be studying instead but the mood is just not there..... Have exams everyday in the following week and here I am still reading manga AGAIN!!!

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

2010-04-19T03:15:00.001+04:00

Love is always patient and kind,

it is never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited,

it is never rude or selfish,

it does not take offence

and it is not resentful...

Expectation..

2010-04-19T02:36:00.002+04:00

Studying microb half way and suddenly felt like crying. Many reasons.. 1) had a small fight with my roommate 2) info cant go into my brain anymore.. sigh... now dont feel like studying anymore. But cant. I already pend respiratory, so cant pend my enteric too. If not, i'll be dead the following week as there'll be std colloq. sob sob.. looked at my board and saw this picture of me and my cousins. Made me think of them... All of them are someone now.. They had all achieve wat they want. Either having high paying jobs or studying master. Even my sis and bro are doing better than me though they're still studying. This make me wonder if i'm the stupidest of them all. Though i'm studying medicine, but then studying in russia sometimes make me feel that i dont deserve to be a doctor in the future cos their system are so much easier for one to be doctor compare to other countries. Everyone is expecting me to do very well. Wat to do, 1st doctor in the family. Making them proud it seems.... But am I??

Should I??

2010-04-15T23:19:00.002+04:00

Each day, this weird feeling grows more and more deep. How can i make it stop? Or should i just let it be? Maybe it's just me or do you feel it too? I wonder if i should tell you??

Ti Amo...

2010-04-14T00:14:00.002+04:00

Ti Amo, I Love You, Wo Ai Ni, я люблю тебя or any other languages that you can understand...

It's all that i want to say to you.....

A Touch Never Felt

2010-04-08T23:14:00.002+04:00

How can you ache and crave for someone's touch

When you have never felt it?

I do this for yours, though,

And the yearning grows more each day

I have never wanted anything in my life

As much as I want you

When you whisper such sweet love

In my ear when we talk

You make me melt into a puddle

Of complete helplessness

You have become my every waking thought

And my every dream at night

I breathe in so hard

Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk

I close my eyes so tight

Hoping when I open them you will be there

But I know I have to wait

Until the time is right

It seems so far away

That I think I am losing my mind

I want to breathe in your scent

And keep it with me all day long

I want to taste your love for me

By kissing your sweet lips

I want to feel your body next to me

So when you leave for awhile I can hold on

I just want you to know

That I really do love you

When the day comes and we are together

You will always know and feel this

I will always hug, kiss and love you

Every moment of the day and night

...You will never have another touch unfelt

Carola Dittmann McJunkin

Wishing..

2010-04-05T00:18:00.000+04:00

Wishing for another wish.. Am stingy right? =)

Chinese New Year...

2010-02-15T23:57:00.002+03:00

This year, again, i'm celebrating my CNY in Russia. But this year, it's quite quiet.. unlike last year, it was merrier. Maybe because alot of my frens went back to M'sia. Yesterday had lunch with my groupmates. Only 12 including Yee Chiun and Kent from another group. Though only a few people, i kinda enjoyed myself. Towards the end of the small little party, we had a surprise visit from Melissa, Karine, Dominic and their gang. Hehe.. Took a few pics by Derek, our photographer =) Tried to webcam with my family but then none of them online. So i guessed they were all out celebrating. But luckily i already talked to them the day b4 when all my relatives visited my house (though talking half-way, their connection went off due to no electricity). Still, i'm very happy talking to them. Got to know my 2 new cousin sisters,Cynthia and Joey. Saw Pei Ru for the 1st time. She's soooooo adorable =) And my cousin brother introduced his korean girlfriend to me. Talked to San San jie jie for quite long (it's been long time since i chatted with her for so long). Really miss everyone alot in Malaysia.. Wish i had went back for CNY. But then, it's ok, i'll definitely go back for one of the CNY during my 6 years of studies here. So i'll wait for that day to come....

1st day, 2nd sem

2010-02-09T04:01:00.003+03:00

Cant sleep again.. dunno y. So i'm blogging down my first day of class for my 2nd year 2nd sem. It's quite boring actually. With the holiday mood still in me, i had to start my day with biochem lec which is totally boring.. almost felt asleep. After that, it's microb class which was even more boring. Teacher didnt teach much as there're only 5 of us. Half of the group went back M'sia for holiday which is a very sad case for those of us that had no chance to go back. Came back from class, i straight watched the remaining episodes of Glee. Ate my dinner and then took a nap. Haha.. fattening right. Woke up at around 10 then took my shower then read a new manga-1/2 prince (Chris introduced it to me, quite nice and there's alot of leng chais in it). Now, 4.09 am, and i'm still fully awake. Sigh... wat to do next to make myself sleep????

Weirdest dream...

2010-01-20T12:50:00.004+03:00

Had the weirdest dream yesterday night.. when i'm suppose to be studying for anat, i fell asleep. sigh.. This dream..... couldnt really recall about it but it's something about me going for a vacation. And during the vacation, i had to share a bed with Mr X (which i had no idea who cos couldnt see his face). It felt like as if i knew this Mr X for a very long time and i have feelings for him (haha =D i wonder who is he). We were kinda shy and tensed cos we're forced to share this bed together but then after a while, the atmosphere changed. He put his hand under me and pulled me closer. At first i'm shocked, then i relaxed into his hug and slept. I woke up from the dream the moment when i felt asleep in the dream. Wakaka =D i wonder whether i'm predicting the future or i'm too stressed up r i'm just too desperate????? LOL =D Either way, i need to concentrate to pass my exam this sat. Or else, i'm dead cos i need to fly to Egypt the next day!! Gotta go back to anat now. Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!

2nd post of the year!!

2010-01-18T16:22:00.003+03:00

Finished my histo final exam yesterday.. hooray!! I'm so relieved that i got a 4. Though it's not a 5, but then i'm super happy. ngek ngek.. wanna know y? It's because i didnt study enough for this exam. So i didnt regret getting that mark. One more anat exam then i'm free =D Will study harder for anat cos it's harder. Off to Egypt the next day.. cant wait for that day to come.. Gambateh!!!!

1st post..

2010-01-06T20:32:00.004+03:00

My 1st post for the new year =) yet it wont be a happy post. With the finals coming up in less than 2 weeks plus there's rat problem again in my block makes me want to scream out loud. AAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh....... just a scream in my heart. No voice coming out. Maybe i'll do it for real under my pillow later. I'm just tired of everything..... for once, i want to be invisible and dont need to care about all the problems in the world. Though i know that the problems wont go away, but i'm tired of making the first step to solve the problems. Why cant others try to take the first move? Why am i always the one (though there are times other will but not often)? Is it in my nature to always be the one to make sure everything is alright? Why am i like that? Why cant i just dont bother about all these till others say or do something? Why????????? For once, i just want to be different....

Pheww...

2009-12-26T04:55:00.002+03:00

At last, i cleared all my exam. Except for anat of course. But felt so relieved. My shoulder are way much lighter than usual. At last can concentrate only on anat for the weekend. Hopefully can clear everything by next week. Hope that the teacher will be more lenient. Gambateh gambateh!!

Thanks Dee and Mee...

2009-12-09T03:36:00.004+03:00

5 more weeks to Histo final, 6 weeks to Anat final!!!! OMG and i'm not even anywhere near my target till this moment. I'm so screwed =( Though i'm now more motivated and determined to study, clearing up my colloqs, but somehow, sometimes, i'll just drift back to the me last time and lost control of myself again. Luckily i manage to gain control of my thoughts everytime this happens. Thinking bout my parents works everytime. Thinking how much hope they'd put on me, how much support they'd given me, how much money they'd saved to put me through this course, how much fight they'd gone through arguing if they'd made the right choice to send me here, how much worries they'd felt worrying if i'm healthy or doing alright here, how much sleepless night when i told them i'm sick, etc.. All these are beyond any price that anyone can pay. How can i ever repay them? I feel guilty everytime thinking of their money that i'd spent coming to Russia. With no income coming in, with Yin and William still young and need money too to study, did i made a wrong choice coming here? Maybe i should have stay studying in Malaysia. But there's nothing else that i can do after all these other than concentrating on my studies, be a doctor and make them proud...

Another month gone..

2009-11-27T23:29:00.003+03:00

November is going to end soon and i am so out of my schedule. DAMN!! Only left another month for me to study for anat and histo. There're toooooooo many things to read and yet so little time! Help me!! sigh... this is always my problem. Last minute study everytime. Seriously need to change my attitude, if not i'll end up in a big trouble this time. One more month! One more month! sigh..... Gambateh bah....

I'm feeling blue..

2009-10-31T22:38:00.004+03:00

I'm not sure what happened to me but i'd been feeling super moody for the past 2 weeks. Whether it is because of studies or because of MASSAD or because of something else which i dunno.. Have no mood to do anything and emotional swings are pretty frequent. What happen to me?? I just cant figure it out. Calling back home wont help either. Will only worry my parents. Who should i talk to? Who can i trust to with my dilemma? Who can give me the advide i need and want to hear? Who is the one????????

After so long..

2009-10-31T22:37:00.001+03:00

It's been so long since i blog. Due to the new rector cancelling our hostel internet contract with Strella which left us with no internet services for about 2 months. Now with the internet connection back again (though it's super sucky), hopefully everything will goes back to normal...

Nothing had changed much in the pass 2 months other than my room arrangement and ppl (Yee Chiun is the newest member in our block =p). Hopefully i can get the cupboard done soon though i dunno when will the carpenter comes. Too many things happen in the pass 2 months, and due to my short term memory, i cant really recall them. So i wont write it down. Just check out my facebook for pictures of all the recent events that happen to me =)

Bad luck one after another...

2009-09-02T23:28:00.002+04:00

Reach moscow safely but something else happen. Guess wat, my room got invaded by RATS!!! shit!! sigh... it's inhabitable by human. Cleaned it with my roommates and had to remove everything that's left except for my bed and tables and chairs. Have to throw the mattresses and clothes that're bitten and peed all over by the rats. Now need to make my room habital again. sigh.. currently staying in my fren's room. Dunno till when yet but hopefully soon i can move back into my room. That's not the only bad thing that happen to me. My laptop kena virus. Stupid me. Ter-downloaded trojan. Now cant even re-format it. So have to wait and c wat the seniors can do with it. If not, i'll die.... either i'll die of boredom or my dad's gonna kill me. sigh.. After all the bad things that happen to me in malaysia, now back in moscow, bad luck still continues. When will this end......

One more day

2009-08-25T13:15:00.003+04:00

Going back moscow tomoro. Excited?? naahhh.. I dont feel that at all. Have no idea why. I just dont feel like going back at all. Just want to stay at home and do nothing. Maybe it's bcos of the 2 months holiday with me doing nothing practically. haha.. sigh... another year gone by sooo fast. Now entering second year. Having anat and histo final at the end of first sem. sigh... dunno whether can pass with better grades or not. Must study harder d... sigh...

Irresponsible person..

2009-08-21T08:34:00.003+04:00

I'm so pissed off with someone. All bcos of him, i'm going through so much. Bcos of him i need to go all the way to shah alam to beg ppl to do a group passport for me which costed me rm 200. Bcos of him i need to pay rm 500 for a stupid visa which i can do for half the price if he had be more responsible and told me the case earlier when i asked. Bcos of him, i'm having a few sleepless night. Bcos of him... arrgghh!!!

Few more days...

2009-08-21T08:30:00.002+04:00

OMG.. few more days to go b4 i fly back to russia. not excited at all. dont feel like going back... just want to stay in malaysia and enjoy.. 2 months past just like that.. sigh... wat to do?? i'm the one that chose this road...

3 Birthday Celebration Together =)

2009-07-19T17:20:00.005+04:00

Celebrated my 21st birthday (which had already passed 2 months ago =D) together with my sis (her 18th birthday) and my cousin (his 24th birthday). Invited a few frens and relatives. Not a really big party but i did feel happy. Though i dont get to celebrate my 21st on the exact date, but now at least the replacement was memorable and fun. Had dinner and talk with my frens which i had not met for a long time. Catching up with frens was the best thing. Knowing how they are doing... =)

here are some pics for the day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!

2009-07-08T11:41:00.004+04:00

U're 18 d starting today.. Big girl d loh... First day of class and it's ur birthday.. I know u're very excited and sad at the same time since u cant be at home to celebrate ur birthday. But no worries, ur new frens are gonna celebrate for u. hehe.. Just enjoy ur days in college and work hard!! We'll c u when u come back on Friday k.. XOXO

p/s: here's a cake for u...

Been busy??!!

2009-06-25T10:29:00.002+04:00

haha.. I dont think i've been busy for the pass one week since i came back from Russia. hehe ppl say when u come back from overseas, u'll be busy visiting relatives, going out with frens, etc.. but i dont seem to be doing that. y?? haha.. got la.. got go out with frens and had dinner with relatives. but i think i sleep and eat more than the time i that went out. haha.. but dun care la. there's 2 more months to go, plenty more time for me to laze and hang around. Going Hainan Island tomoro. Hopefully there's things to shop. hehe..

Home Sweet Home..

2009-06-21T18:48:00.002+04:00

Home Sweet Home... At last.. after 10 months... I'm so happy. :D Went to eat seafood the day i landed and boasting it to my frens who are still in Russia.. ngek ngek :P And ate seafood porridge for dinner just now. hehe.. I think my colesterol level already high till the max. Nothing much had change in M'sia. The weather is still freaking hot which makes me headache.. Other than that, everywhere is still the same... Still Malaysia.. Still home....

I'm totally lost..

2009-06-15T19:43:00.002+04:00

Feel so lost now. sigh... wanna cry d. Y my luck so bad? Been studying brainstem for the pass 3 days and she didnt pass me. sigh... Plus i waited her from 9.30 am till bout 3 pm only got to sit for the exam and she told me to go back study again. Haiz.... Now i need study again and go on wed. If i still dont pass on wed, i'm so dead cos there's no way i can sit for latin and bio finals on thurs. And i'm going back on FRIDAY!!! sigh............ i've no idea wat to do now. still need to study for bio and latin which is freaking alot. sigh..........................

Russian Doll

2009-06-13T23:59:00.004+04:00

Went to bought sourvenirs for frens and family in China Town. Bought a few Russian Doll also known as Mathroska. There're too many designs and sizes which make me 'rambang mata'. I just dun know which one to buy cos they're all very nice. Here are a few pics on how the russian dolls that i bought look like..

This set, i saw it at Red Square and i wanted it soooo much but then... the price is 21,480 rubles which is equivalent approximately RM 2200..

It's been 10 months...

2009-06-11T17:41:00.002+04:00

One more week to go and i'm going back M'sia!! Time passes so fast and it's been almost 10 months since i'm in Moscow, Russia. I still remembered the day when i departed from KLIA, first time looking at my hostel, first time going to uni, etc.. and now, i just cant wait for the time that i'll depart from Russia back to where i came from, where i miss most, where all my beloved ppl are... One more week Wenyi and u can go back happily enjoying 2 months of holiday b4 the next 10 months come again. One more week Wenyi, one more week.....

Dissapointment & Hope...

2009-05-31T10:57:00.008+04:00

I wish things could have been different and work the way i wanted. But they weren't. I just have to step forward with courage and accept the way things have to be. Cos time just doesnt turn back for me to reverse all the mistake that i had done....

This is a short poem i found that expressed how i feel right now...

This morning I woke up,

Bursting with confidence,

Overflowing with excitement,

I was convinced I'd done it,

Convinced I had succeeded

When I found out the news,

I was crushed,

Feeling empty and broken,

But somehow I managed,

To pull myself together,

Determined not to cry

Determined to be fine

Disappointment can be bitter

You feel as if you've lost your worth

But without disappointment,

We have nowhere left to go

Hope can be amazing,

You feel ready to face a better future

Because without hope,

We are forever lost

This morning I woke up,

Grasping for perfection,

Tonight I fall asleep --

Perfection eluding me,

But hope residing in my heart.

poem by Beautiful Simplicity Poetry

I'm officially 21!!

2009-05-31T10:57:00.006+04:00

OH MY GOD!!! I'm 21!! Feeling so old but young at the same time. New chapter of my life had just begun.... it feels just like a blink of the eyes and i had gone through so many in these 21 years.. mostly happy and wonderful but there're times that're sad too. overall, i lead a very happy, carefree life (all thanks to my parents that took wonderful care for me). but i cant wait for the next 21 years to come again. wat will i turn out to be (of course i'll be a doctor, but how successful am i)? how will i look like? will i be married? how many kids will i have? haha maybe it's too early for all these thoughts but no harm thinking bout them :D most important now is to finish all my exams and go back m'sia in the next 3 weeks:) the rest, i'll take it as the day comes.....

p/s: these are the presents that i got from my frens in moscow

I'm turning 21 soon!!!!!

2009-05-24T12:42:00.006+04:00

21!!!! I'm joining the real adult club soon. OMG!! My frens put up a surprise party for me yesterday. (but seriously speaking, i'm not really surprise cos i kinda guess they're gonna celebrate for me :D) but any how, i'm still touched and happy :D Got a huge teddy bear from my frens (Actually i kinda requested for it but i didnt know they took it seriously) . I heard that they bought it like during winter break. That's like half a year ago. WOW!! I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo touch. THANK YOU so much. U guys are awesome. LOVE you guys to the max. There're other presents too from ming yee, mun yee and anna. thanks ppl... We ate, talked, cut cake, took some idiot pics with my teddy. Had alot of fun yesterday. Will always remember that day forever :) XOXO

My bear bear

One Big Happy Family

Veshny, me & Sangeetha

Leatrice, Yee Chiun & me

Adeline, me & Yi Heng

Chee Wei, Nalihni, me & Abhi

Ming Yee, Man Kit, Z Han, Mun Yee, YC & Hong Ching

Jo, Betty & Lily

Ming Yee, me & Mee Yean

Me & my darling bear bear

1st pose

2nd pose

Busy body???

2009-05-17T10:18:00.003+04:00

WTF!! getting more and more annoyed by this fella. almost everything that this fella does annoys the hell out of me.

1) complaining that ppl talking behind her back but she's also doing the same thing (and she's the one that started it first, so dont blame others)

2) saying that ppl are busybody and dont ask her directly if they wants to know bout her. pls la, if u're not that weird, we would had ask u straight. we tried to ask and most of the time u said there's nothing. so it's not our fault for not asking u idiot.

3) writing a blog and dont want others to find out. if u dont want ppl to find out, pls write a diary instead and hide it. ppl will eventually find out u're writing a blog though u dont say it out cos u're staying with others.

4) etc....

Just hope that......... nvm.........

G.I.F.T. BBQ

2009-05-17T10:15:00.004+04:00

Went for BBQ with GIFT bible study yesterday at a park near my hostel. Luckily it didnt rain yesterday. The weather was fine though it's not sunny but it's freaking cold. This is the first time i BBQ-ed in the temperature of 8*c. We walked to the park and found the perfect spot (by the lake side) for the BBQ. But at that spot, the wind was blowing and everyone is trying to stay near the fire for heat. Setting up the BBQ set, started cooking, then in between ate, joked around, talking,etc... it was fun :)
But half way, there's some stupid thing happen. A few of us tried to go find woods to make a camp fire, crossed a bridge that's already broken, jumped on it, and broke it and scolded by 3 russians who passed by. idiot!! it's already broken la... and the russians treated to call the authority and tell our uni admin. watever la... so we changed out venue to a higher ground and to avoid any troubles. Continue our cooking and then we played a few games. It was fun, and everyone is enjoying themselves.
Towards the end, there's a surprise for me and Rebecca (though for me, it's not that surprise cos i'm the one that went to buy the cake). We're celebrating the May babies. hehe... So they sang b'day song for us, a special song that made for both of us and then fed us cake. And there goes the cream fighting. Shouldnt had chose the cake with soooo much cream. But Jivan already warned me but that's the cake that's worth it's price. hahaha.. but then dun care la.. it's fun anyway. Most of them attacked me instead of Rebecca. so i got cream all over my face, hands, hair and some on my clothes. After that we cleared off the area and walked back hostel at about 8.30 pm. Wow.. we're out for almost 6 hours. Damn tired, thirsty and in the need to pee. hehe.. reach hostel, take shower to cleared off the cream, and then had movie night with my frens. :)

Congrats!!!!

2009-05-12T21:09:00.003+04:00

Got the news just now that my sis got through her interview for Sime Darby and now heading for the final interview next tuesday. I'm so proud of u sis.. I knew u had done well in the previous 2 interviews. Hopefully u'll be among the 8 that will be awarded with this scholarship. U should be super happy now since u wont be continuing matrix. Can come back this week and everything will return to normal, as it should be. But if u really didnt get that scholarship (touch wood), dad already said that u'll be going sunway for a'level. So enjoy ur last few days in Kedah, take it as a tiring vacation :)

Dunno Wat I'm Thinking...

2009-05-10T23:54:00.003+04:00

I've no idea wat i've been doing for the whole day other than online, watch movie, eat and take shower. Didnt feel like studying though finals are around the corner. Need to clear off my pendings b4 27th May (first paper = physic). sigh... I think i better start wat i'm suppose to do for the whole day. Luckily tomoro's a holiday...

One Day Outing :)

2009-05-10T11:28:00.010+04:00

Went for a boat trip along Moscow River yesterday.. with my groupmates, Hong Ching and Yeong Chiang and my bio lecturer. It was fun. Waited for the boat for bout 1/2 hour. It was SUPER hot and sunny that time. I almost melted due to the weather. LOL.. but other than the weather, everything was superb. The view, the wind, etc.. Saw lots of beautiful buildings along the river. And we saw a theme park!! Can go there next time when there's free time. The boat ride last bout 1 hour plus.

my groupmates, Hong Ching & Yeong Chiang

me & teacher

Man Kit, Abhi, Mee Yean & me

me & Mee Yean

On our way back to metro station, we passed a church. So we just went in to have a visit. The church is very beautiful. The drawings on the church wall, though some already faded, but still they're beautiful... Walked around the church, saw ppl praying. Good experiece. After the visit, my frens planned to walk around the brown line but we ended up at red square. haha.. So me, Chee Wei and Mee Yean ended up shopping and the rest went somewhere else. Reach back hostel at bout 9 something. My feet were sored and tired from all the walking (i'm wearing high heels). Ate my dinner, took my shower, watch an episode of 'House MD' then i dozed off....

a small lake on the way to church

in front of the church

one of the church building

i've no idea wat's this but it's beautiful

forced to wear this ugly outfit inside the church compound

XOXO

2009-05-09T11:07:00.003+04:00

My sis didnt get her JPA scholarship despite her good result. Damn it!! Hopefully ur reappeal will gets through. In the meantime, just bear wih matrix. Dont worry too much and enjoy urself there. It'll be fun and a challenge for u (since this is the first time u'll be out from house for so long and u DONT eat chilis). I'll call u more often. So no worries k... XOXO

Performance

2009-05-08T23:12:00.005+04:00

Went to watch a performance yesterday with my bio lecturer. The hall is at a music school. I'm so excited when i reach there. The place is BEAUTIFUL!! It's her husband's eldest daughter (her husband remarried after the 1st wife past away) and a post-grad student performing. Kinda like a duet on piano (daughter) and violin (post-grad student). 3 songs were performed. One from Tchaikovsky, one from Brahms and one more i've no idea which composer d. It's well performed. The performance was bout 1 hour. Manage to take a few pics with the performers b4 going back. Cant wait to go for another performance in the future.......

Good Luck my dear sis...

2009-05-06T18:45:00.003+04:00

Got the news that my dearest sis is going matrix. It's a very sudden decision by my dad. So my sis is not mentally prepared yet. But i think she'll be able to manage it. In the meantime, i'll pray that she got her JPA scholarship. Since that's wat she hope for cos she doesnt want to go matrix. But if u really didnt get, jsust try ur best in Kedah. One year will fly very quickly. I'll go visit u there when i'm back in m'sia. LOVE YOU very much!!!!!!!!!! XOXO

MASSAD 09

2009-05-05T08:43:00.006+04:00

MASSAD!! The most hip, important, cant-wait event of the year. The event started at 5 pm. I performed on that day. Opening Chinese dance. Went there early for rehersal. The performance went ok. Not exactly wat we hope for but it's ok. The music went wrong half way, but we manage to pull it off. After the performance, got to relax. hehe... my eyes were so tired half way watching the performance due to the contact lense. I've been wearing it since 10 in the morning. Alot of exciting performance (dances, magic show, lucky draw, etc..) which i missed a few of it cos i'm changing that time. After the performance, we had our dinner. The food were not bad. After eating, as usual, picture time!!! Took quite alot of pics that day. Went back at around 10 something and reach hostel at 11 pm. But it doesnt end there. After reaching hostel, took a few more pics with my groupmates. So tired after a long day. Clean up myself and went to sleep at about 3 am. zzzzzz.......... The whole event got alot of big thumbs up from everyone. Well done my 2nd year senior. Next year will be my batch turn. Hopefully it'll be a blast too.

me & ming yee b4 performance

me & jinli

me & mankit

me & a group of leng luis (including chris)

me & chee wei

me & chris

me, leatrice, chee wei & yee chiun

leng luis >.< leng luis again :D

Group 12a

Happy Easter!!

2009-04-19T10:46:00.003+04:00

Celebrated Easter day with my bible study group. Had an easter egg painting competition where we're suppose to paint an egg and give it to someone. I won the competition!!! I'm suppose to give my egg to Rachel :) hehe.. and i received mine from Ei Leen. Had a great day and will always remember it.

Ro, me & Rachel

My groupmates

Me and Rachel

Happy Birthday Dad!!

2009-04-15T23:31:00.011+04:00

15/4 : It's my dad's 49th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!I love you sooo much. I wish i were in m'sia to celebrate ur b'day. Missing you soo much. U had done uncountable things to make my life happy, easier, comforable, etc...Just appreciation is not enough compare to wat you had done. I will not be able to repay you for my whole life. so i'll just do my best in everything that you wish and ask for. LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

family photo and i'm talking to them through skype

dad blowing his candle

me and dad

Stressed Up

2009-04-08T19:49:00.005+04:00

AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just wanna release stress.. been having exams for the past 3 weeks. sigh.. and there's more to go. Hopefully this week can settle everything. But i think it's impossible for anat. So i'm giving myself till latest by monday, i've to finish all my anat exams. And then i can have a little rest b4 the next exams which is in may... :(

Anger?!!

2009-03-10T23:07:00.002+03:00

What the.... !!!! Cleaned up the bathroom yesterday and today it flooded again!!!! How do they use the bathroom? I just dont get it. After taking shower, i straight went to 'scold' them (not really scold. just say it angrily). Early early in the morning already want to make me angry. If they going to do that again, i'm not going to take care of the cleaniness anymore...

Korean food

2009-03-08T22:50:00.004+03:00

No idea why that day was sooo cold.. Ate real Korean food for the first time (I've only ate Korean instant noodles b4). Went there with my group members. I shared with Mun Yee and Li Li. Ordered a few dishes. Quite tasty but i'm still not a fan of it. Came out from the restaurant and it was still super cold. Waiting for the bus is another story. I think we waited for bout 1/2 hour to 40 mins b4 the bus came. Everyone was soo glad when we saw the bus. Reach home quite late but luckily, the next day we had no class since it's saturday. Happy.... :)

Woman's Day

2009-03-08T22:49:00.002+03:00

Woman's Day. It's a public holiday in Russia. hehe.. so got an off day on monday. Celebrated with MF GIFT members on sunday. Had a gathering and ate dinner together. All prepared by the GIFT's guy members. The food were quite nice :) Played a few games, sang some songs and there's present giving. Got flowers from them. Very beautiful flowers and we need to take care of it. LOL.. i wonder when will mine die? I suck at gardening... hehe =P but i'll try my best to take care of it. THANKS guys!!!

One Life

2009-03-02T21:50:00.004+03:00

1st of March. One Life's concert. Quite good actually. There's alot of performances and a talk from Pastor Kevin Loo. His speech really made me think of my life. I remembered this sentence the most and i quote "There's 2 most important days in our life, 1) The day that u were born & 2) The day that u know why u were born to this earth". I think i've already found my 2 most important day in my life. Have u found it?? Reach back hostel at around 11 pm. Really tired so just clean myself and went to sleep...

Back from HELL!!

2009-02-24T13:25:00.007+03:00

Admitted to hospital on tuesday.. for a minor operation. Hemorrhoid. Actually kinda shocked when the doctor at PFU told me that i need to do an operation. I'm actually teman-ing my fren to check on her backbone. Mana tahu, i'm the one that got admitted into the hospital instead of her. And i got to go on an AMBULANCE!! wakaka... what an experience. when i reach at the hospital, it's about 5 pm. Talked to the surgeon and he said that the operation will be at 8 pm and he also said that i need to stay at the hospital for bout 3 to 4 days. I'm like 'WHAT?!?!'. So i spent my first few hours at a RUSSIAN HOSPITAL alone while waiting for my frens to go back to pack some essential stuff for my stay at the hospital. Laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling, looking around my room (which i shared with another 3 patients), etc.. soo boring.. it's only the first few hours. oh no.... around 8 pm, i'm so curious and anticipating for my operation. But no nurse ask me to change into my operation clothes. So i kept on waiting... Around 8.30 pm, my frens arrive with my things. Talked for a while then it's time for them to go back cos it's way pass the visiting time (which is actually 5-7 pm). Went back to my room, and when i'm just about to lay down, a doctor came in telling me that it's operation time. So i changed, and lay on the 'trolley bed', and a assistant nurse pushed me into the operation room. Oo.. It's just like an operation room that i always saw on tv. hehe.. With all those huge lights.. Then the nurses and surgeon and the anesthetician came in. They tried to talk to me in English and injecting needles and anesthesia. Looked at the time, it's 9.10 pm. After that i've no idea wat happen. The next thing i know, i'm lying on my bed. Looked at my phone, checked the time, it's 9.40 pm. Wow.. that's fast. I msged Leatrice to tell her that the operation was done. And then i fell back asleep....

Next morning, been waken up by the nurse at 5 something.. What the.... so early... they injected antibiotic. Then bout 15 mins later, a doctor came in to check on the wound. A nurse came in bout 2 mins after him to take my blood. Then bout 20 mins later, 2 doctors came in again. To check the wound again. Come on... I'm trying to sleep here ppl!! Slept back after the doctors went away. At 8 am, a nurse came pushing a trolley with food. Bread and butter. ok.. Dont taste nice at all.. But dont care.. I'm super super hungry. Didnt eat for more than 12 hours. Then bout 1 hour later, they bring in another meal. It's the real breakfast. hehe.. but then, it's the worst breakfast that i had ever taste in my whole life. After finishing the breakfast, i need to go change my bandage. All patients change their bandage together in a room. O.o wat an experience. but the changing bandage part was not nice at all. :'( Went back to my room, did nothing then it's lunch time. hehe.. eat again. Watch a few episodes of anime, then slept, then woke up for tea time. Then continue my anime, then dinner!! wakaka. Jivan, Avelyn and Rowena came visiting me on my 2nd day of stay.Brought food for me. Hooray!! Later that night, Leatrice, Mun yee and the rest came to visit me. Brought some stuff for me. Went back to my room and continue watching my anime. Then i slept at around 10 pm. That's practically wat i did for the next few days of my stay. In between, there's lots and lots of injections (bout 15 injections & my butt were sooooo damn sore from all the injections), took blood sample for a few times and took an x-ray.

I were so happy when the doctor told me that i can go home on Friday. Quickly told Leatrice to pick me up.

Last day, waited for my frens to come pick me up. I sat next to the window for more than 3 hours waiting for them. Looking outside made think of alot of things. They came to pick me up at around 7 pm. U can imagine how long i've waited. But i'm still very grateful that they came.

Home Sweet Home.. I've never felt my hostel room to be more home-y b4 in the past year. So u can imagine how terrible it is to stay in the hospital especially Russia's hospital.

What an experience!! My first time admitted to hospital and it's in Russia. But, i've learnt and gain alot from this 'wonderful' experience...

Big Mouth..

2009-02-11T00:38:00.002+03:00

How to reverse something that had been said?? Anyone can tell me? Sigh... I didnt realise that i slipped out too much when i were talking.. By the time i realised, it's too late... Help!!!

Love..

2009-02-02T22:57:00.001+03:00

Love. Just a 4 letter word but it’s quite hard to define. How do we know what’s the feeling of being loved? Different people will gives us different love. Family, lovers, frens, etc.. Some will mix up these loves. How do we differentiate them? For example there’s this fren of mine, she has a so-called bf. She’s treating him, loving him like they are couples bcos she thought that he’s taking her as his gf. But on the other hand, the guy actually only treats her as a fren, as a sister. So is he sending the wrong signal? or is the girl’s problem that she doesnt know how to differentiate them? Sigh… Why cant love just be more simple? But if it is simple, then there’s no challenge, no more fun anymore in finding out the meaning of true love in everyone…

Independent??

2009-01-31T22:14:00.003+03:00

Is being independent important?? Of course it is. But somehow, some people just cant be independent. Why?? Too dependent on others? sometimes it's good to rely on other ppl but there's a limit. especially when u're away from family, u NEED to be independent. For example, taking care of ur room and urselves. Keeping ur room clean and tidy, keep ur appeareance tidy, etc.. If such small matters one cant depend on themselves to keep track, what else can that person do?For eg, my roommate, she doesnt even know how to keep her place clean.. Her cupboard is a mess. And worst of all, someone else need to help her to tidy up her cupboard. She's going to turn 21, and yet she doesnt even know how to do these stuff.. At least try doing it urselves first and then only ask for help if really cannot. She didnt even try... sigh... And she still has 5 more years to go.. But i do hope that she will learn asap how to take care of herself. If not we, her frens, will suffer...

Far apart..

2009-01-22T22:55:00.005+03:00

Being far apart from love ones for many years to come is extremely challenging.. how do some deal with it? 1) will the feeling fade as time pass by(for couples) or will we forget our families back home (like some will say, "overseas' moon is rounder")? or 2) will it be the other way round? the love bond towards one another will grow stronger?

Some might agree with no 1, but some will say no 2. For me, i think it depends on that person. It's the communication, trust, honesty, loyalty and of course LOVE towards each other that make a difference.. Distance wont be a problem if we dont take it as a barrier for communication. Distance wont be a problem if we trust one another. Distance wont be a problem if LOVE each other. Like me for eg, my relationship with family and frens grow stronger after i came over to russia. Though we're thousand miles apart, we still keep in touch constantly. Sharing more and more things compare to last time. Opening our hearts more each day... But of course there're some who dont agree with me. Wat can i say right? It all depends on urself how u want to deal with the distance problem...

All out of order..

2009-01-17T23:49:00.003+03:00

Every thing is out of my order!!

1) My room is sooooooooo messy at the mo. Seriously need to rearrange the whole room d. Getting sick just by looking at my room. It's so untidy (but the untidiness is not cause by me), sempit (bcos there's an extra cupboard in my room now), and etc.... (dunno wat else that cause the sickening look but it's just sickening......)

2) My studies.. though i got all my zachut d, but i'm not satisfied. Still need to worry bout the upcoming philo test and anat test (which i need to take after the holiday). sigh.... I wish i am more hardworking.. dont want to get anymore threes. sigh....

3) No idea y i'm soo lazy. dont feel like doing anything at all.. just want to stay in bed and watch movie. overly into holiday mood.. sigh...

4) Am getting fatter!!! WHY?? (i hate winter!!) even though i dont eat alot but still getting fat. damn.. sigh...

5) Dunno why i keep complaining bout small matters (eg: all that's stated above) even though i knew the solutions to every single matter.. That's y everything is out of my order. >.<

Finally..

2009-01-16T02:00:00.003+03:00

Finally the parties for Yi Heng and Mun Yee's 21st birthday are over.. Been busy planning and preparing for their parties for almost 3 weeks.

First was Yi Heng's b'day on the 9th. We made a lunch party instead of the night one.. it turned out quite well. Food is vegetarian cos there're some who are vegetarian. So to be fair to everyone, me, ming yee and hong ching decided to cook all vege for his b'day. Yi Heng himself was also a vegan b4 he came to Russia. A special present was given to him, a video with pics and some small clips from his frens wishing him happy birthday. The video is bout 20 mins long.. hehe.. he's touch after watching it.

Next was Mun Yee's b'day on the 12th. This time was at night as we still had class in the morning. Her b'day.. better than i thought. She wanted it to be very very marvelous. Luckily it turned out quite ok.. hehe.. So happy that she's satisfied. Actually her parents already planned a very grand party for her back in M'sia but she cant go home due to exams. So she's quite disappointed. That's y she had high hopes on her b'day party in Russia. The food was delicious. And she's given many presents and of course there's also a video clip for her. :) Hopefully she's touch by it. And the surprise part was, she prepared a video for us too.. all by herself.. wow.. cant believe she had a surprise for us even though it's her b'day.

Celebrating b'day away from home will never be a sad story after seeing how everyone here celebrate each other's b'day. With this huge family in Russia, no one will be left alone during their special day. No one will be lonely though we're miles away from families and frens........ XOXO

New Life??

2009-01-11T17:34:00.002+03:00

Almost 2 weeks had passed since new year.. been busy enjoying life till forgot to update my dearest blog. hehe.. let me tell u wat i had been busy with..

1) sleep
2) eat
3) watch drama
4) watch movie
5) playing facebook
6) sleep again
7) eat again
8) the circle goes on...

that's all the things i had been doing for the pass 2 weeks. dunno why am so lazy to get out of the bed even to get food!! can u imagine? me, who loves food ALOT, also will be lazy to go get food. funny eh? sigh... but now i got a very serious problem. I HAVE ANAT TEST ON MONDAY!! oh no... i'll die this time. sigh... must study d. if not, .......

New Year!!!

2008-12-31T00:52:00.004+03:00

2009 is coming.. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly in this coming new year.. there's too many things i wish to do and hope for.. hehe.. i know i'm greedy but that's human nature to be greedy.. no point arguing bout it. I dont consider this my new year resolutions cos i've no idea y resolutions never work for me.. :P

These are the few things i wish to do/hope for :

1. Slim down a few kgs.. (It's always on the top of the list :P)

2. Travel to at least a new country

3. Get to know Russian frens

4. Get better results in exams? that means my no.5 will be study harder

6. Fall in love!! (How can i lose to my sis? LOL)

7. See a shooting star

8. Walk on a beach in the middle of the night

9. Speak Russian Language fluently

10. Go ice skating on a lake

11. Watch music orchestra performance in Russia

12. Watch ballet performance

13. ...

cant think of anything else at the mo..
will continue the list as the year goes by..

Dearest sis....

2008-12-30T01:46:00.003+03:00

Yin.. u're finally growing up!!! My little sis is finally growing up.. Going way faster than me d.. Haha.. :D I know u will read this post.. but just want to say that follow ur heart and do wat u think is best for urself.. He's a good guy.. I'm sure that he will give u happiness in the future.. No matter wat, i'll support ur decision.. Dont be afraid of wat mummy and daddy will say.. I believe they will definitely support u. :)
p/s : tell me if he bully u. I'll help u 'chut tao'. Lolz..

Christmas party..

2008-12-30T01:45:00.005+03:00

Celebrated Christmas on yesterday and the day b4. The first was for MF bible study group. About 40 ppl turned up at our party.. we sang, pray, eat, talk, exchange present, watch some video and play.. It was a tired day but fun...

The next day, my own Group 12 had our Christmas party.. The food theme was vegetarian.. hehe. so we cook everything without putting onion, garlic and egg.. fueww.. luckily all the food tasted quite delicious. hehe..We ate, took pics, exchange gifts and talk till midnight.. though we have class the next day...

First time celebrating Christmas away from home.. somehow it's different but the atmosphere is still the same.. Joyous and merrily... :)

my presents

Unhappy and overly stressed up...

2008-12-23T17:09:00.002+03:00

Dunno why feeling gloomy today... Maybe it's because of all the exams that i need to clear off b4 holidays.. or else... i cant get zachut and cant enter the next sem. sigh... next week got physic, russian, chem and ANAT!!! but i dont think i'll sit for the anat exam. there's no way i can finish reading it by monday.. so maybe i'll take later the exam... sigh... hopefully next week will go smoothly..

Winter Solstice

2008-12-22T22:52:00.005+03:00

Been going the whole day and after coming back, need to go bible study.. soooo damn tired.. but at night, i still got the mood to make tong yuen. It's 'tong chi' day tomoro.. It should be a day where families gather and eat tong yuen together. But as i'm in russia, i celebrated it with my frens. They're like my family here. So we began to make at around 11 something.. The process of making tong yuen was fun. All of us talked, joked and bonded together... Finish making at around 2 something in the midnight.. hehe.. but we still managed to eat them despise the lateness..

The next day, went over to Mun Yee's room to eat. Celebrating 'tong chi' too.. The food was cooked by Hong Ching, our master chef. The food was sooo damn delicious. They tasted like my mum's cooking.. ooo.. missing my mum's cooking now.. We ate and talk till very late..

Feeling like as if i'm in M'sia now. Not lonely at all... so happy... :)

Chris's birthday

2008-12-14T02:02:00.003+03:00

Another celebration again.. This time it's Chris's 20th birthday.. His birthday is a blast. Organize by his bible study group and frens. They kidnapped him from his room (really kidnapped with his hands tied up and eyes covered with clothe) and brought him over to Betty's room. There they tied him to a chair. And his fren's began to draw on him.. all over his body.. wakaka.. then they uncovered his eyes, and began with the make up. Mean while, a few other ppl tied his hair. Haha.. He looked ridiculous after that..

After everything.. we took pics and ate cakes, etc... It was fun on that day..

CK's birthday

2008-12-05T17:27:00.004+03:00

Celebrated CK's birthday.. hehe.. another common celebration in our uni.. nothing special except that we went out to play snow after eating.. We ate steamboat by the way (for the second day celebration)!!! Got ourselves all wet b4 going back. And the guard almost dont let us go out of the hostel cos it was already pass the curfew time. But luckily we told him that it's CK's birthday and plead him to let us go out to have fun. hehe..

Red Square..

2008-11-22T15:00:00.005+03:00

Went to Red Square with Chee Wei, Li Li and Yeong Chiang. B4 going there, we went to eat breakfast at china town. Hehe.. Red Square is soo beautiful. Alot of ppl were there d when we arrive. There's a few small stalls selling sourvenirs. It's also colder here bcos it's an open space. So the wind kept blowing and we're shivering... hehe.. Took alot of pics that day...

It's a very memorable day that day.. Will definitely visit there again during Christmas time.. :)

Play time

2008-11-21T01:03:00.003+03:00

Today i woke up and look out of the window.. YEAH!!!!!! Everywhere is white!!! going to school is fun. First time walking to school when it's snowing... Everthing went as usual. After PT, me and my frens camwhore for a while.. hehe.. as usual right... :P

At night.. we celebrated abhi's birthday outside in the snow. It's a suprise party for him.. and in an unusual way.. eating ice-cream cake in the middle of snow.. wakaka... then after that, it's play time!!!!! snow-ball fighting, sliding down the slope, wrestling each other to the ground, etc.. after bout 2 hours, we're all wet, red, exhausted and all freezed up. it seriously was a very memorable day that we all wont forget for the rest of our lifes. Happy Birthday Abhishek!!!!

Sn0w TiM3...

2008-11-20T02:07:00.003+03:00

Just now i saw snow for the first time!!!! hehe... i'm so excited.. on the way to take the bus in the morning, i saw little traces of ice on the ground. wow.. cool... i wonder when will everywhere turns white?

hehe.. in the evening, i went out to buy some stuff from ashan. That's when it started to snow... while waiting for the bus, it's snowing heavier and heavier. Wind is blowing strongly.. the road started to turn white...

on the way to ashan, the snow is getting thicker on the ground. me and my frens started to play the snow.. even though it's not even one inch thick. but it just seems fun, throwing snow at each other.. dunno why... maybe it's our first time to see snow. so we're like 'jakun' loh... wakaka :D after buying our stuff from ashan, the snow is already bout one to two inch thick on the ground. but it's not fully covering the ground yet. but the snow looks very nice especially under the street lights. hopefully when tomoro comes, i can get to see everywhere is pure white :)

After 2 months... (part 2)

2008-11-19T03:23:00.008+03:00

Continuation of part 1....

Ming Yee's 20th birthday:

Elaine's birthday:

Orientation finale:

Yee Chiun's birthday:

Anatomy Class:

Randomly taken pictures:

That's all for the time being.. I promise to keep updating constantly in the future... :)

After 2 months... (part 1)

2008-11-19T02:41:00.011+03:00

It's been so long since i last wrote.. Been busy with my exams and catching up with life.. Since there's no way i can recall and write out every single thing that had happen for the past month, i'll just upload pictures of wat is happening around me... So u all will have an idea of how's my life here...

Betty's 21st birthday:

Raya Open House:

Sushi Indulgenge:

Deepavali dinner:

Leatrice's 18th birthday & Deepavali open house:

Yeong Chiang's 20th birthday:

MF Sport's Day:

Carrine's 21st birthday:

Russia

2008-09-27T22:49:00.015+04:00

It's been 3 weeks since i reach russia. I've already settled down. My room is already renovated. Beds, tables, etc... are already rearranged. Only, there's few more things to buy. Like book shelf, table lamp, chair, etc... hehe.. actually the list is quite long. Wakaka... :D All my registrations things are already done. So now only waiting for class to start. Hehe... so excited.

b4 renovating

after renovating

Let me talk Russia now. Something like Malaysia, only bigger. Wakaka.. The ppl here are not that friendly (plus they dont speak English, sigh... which interrupt my plan of knowing more Russian guys :'(). Ppl here walk very fast (and i really mean FAST. u wont find anyone in Malaysia walks that fast unless u r in an emergency). So unless u want to get knock down by the ppl here, u have to walk very very very fast. Russian subway's system are efficient. Drivers here drive recklessly. Stuff here are real expensive and the price increase from time to time. sigh... Have to jimat d... Quite clean, beautiful scenery, and cold!! not that cold yet, but soon it will be..

Celebrated Mooncake festival last week. Really fun. First time celebrating festival away from home. Do think and miss home. But seeing everyone celebrating together here happily, made me feel homey too. Me and my frens cooked and ate mooncake. Quite fun.. The next will be during Raya. Cant wait. I've been to few places in Moscow. Even though only some shopping mall, but it's quite fun. My next aim is to the Red Square. Hehe.. heard that it's really nice there. So must go.

First Time

2008-09-06T10:11:00.006+04:00

Went out with my piano teacher,Ms Lim and a friend, Hong Hui yesterday night. Me and Hong Hui went to KL Sentral train station to wait for Ms Lim. Waited her for almost 2 hours there.. So we went walk walk at the train station. Then we follow Ms Lim to do some stuff for her school.. She bringing some of her students to China for some event which i have no idea wat.. Then we went over to her bro's house cos Ms Lim want to watch a Taiwan drama which i dont understand cos they speak Hokkien. sigh.. Later we went to Plaza Damas at Sri Hartamas to have our dinner. Actually we went window-shopping b4 having our dinner. We ate at Nagomi, a korean steamboat restaurant. That is the my first time eating at a korean restaurant. Sad right... The meal was delicious and i'm totally full. Then we went window-shopping again. Ms Lim bought a green tea cake for me. It's so damn expensive (RM 35 for 500g only). Around 10 something, we went around Mont Kiara to have a look. Went to some cold storage there to buy some chips. Then we went up Soho to have a look. Nothing much there but the view from above the building is beautiful. Out of sudden, Ms Lim suggest that we go round KL. hehe.. She said that she wants to bring me go see KL's night life since the night is still young. Soo we went round and round KL to see. wakaka.. At last we end up at a bar called Frangipani. This is the first time i go clubbing. And i did not expect it to be with my piano teacher. wakaka.. Drank and dance.. And i started to feel dizzy.. wweee..... Sat down for a while and then, oh oo, need to go to toilet d.. Uueeekkk.... there goes my dinner.. huh... felt better. Went out to sit for a while.. then..... toilet.... uueeekkk.... there goes my drink... huuhh... so much better. Then Ms Lim say we better go back d since it's very late. Hong Hui went to get a plastic bag for me. For emergency, she said. Then Ms Lim said whe need some food, so went to a hawker stall for supper. There i vomited (twice) again after smelling the food. Oh great.. I'll never drink that much again. Went home after the supper. On the journey back, my eyes are soo tired. Even though my brain is still alert. Aannddd... i vomited again in the car.. wt.... Reach home at last. Fuuiiii.... at last.. can get some sleep. But... oh noo.. i need the toilet... nooo... no time.. drain will do. Went to take my shower. Then aahh... time to sleep. hmm... y cannot sleep ar?? my body is so warm. It's as if i'm having high fever.. oh noo.. mummy is so going to kill me. I must try to sleep. Then yin told me to drink some warm water or warm milk so that i will feel better. So i went to drink some warm milk and then back to sleep. hhmmm.... sleeeppyyy.... zzzzzzzzz..................

Memories floating back

2008-09-06T08:55:00.003+04:00

I went back to my ex-working place yesterday to say goodbye to my ex-collegues and students. When i reach there, the kids are all at the playground. I entered the kindergarten, the kids saw me and screamt my name, wishing me good morning. aawww... I LOVE them alot. When they do that, it always touches my heart. There's this satisfaction that cannot be explained through words. Now i know how a teacher feels when her work is being appreciated. I thought every single one of them.. Now they've improve alot compare to the beginning of the year, i'm proud of myself. Facing the kids made me think back all the memories when i worked there for half a year.

There are times when they made me angry, smile, laugh, etc.. I did scold them when they are naughty but they never hold grudges against me. I played with them, told them stories, put them to bed, feed them, take shower for them, clean them up when they got dirty and etc... I'm like their 2nd mom. hehe... Some even spend time with me more them they spend time with their parents (I mean the full day children. They're at the kindergarten from morning 8am till evening 6pm.) I dont understand why some ppl even dont like or hate kids. Yes, they are annoying sometimes but they are still kids. Everyone is like that when they are still young. So my advice to anyone who hates kids, learn to like them. They are very adorable and cute in their own ways. Hehe.. Everything is still the same at the kindergarten. Except there's a new teacher and the classes got new paints. I will miss everything single thing at the kindergarten. Hopefully i get to work again there when i have holidays. The joy of working there is priceless and i strongly recommend this job to anyone who loves kids of course!! Hehe... :D