Big Mouth..

How to reverse something that had been said?? Anyone can tell me? Sigh... I didnt realise that i slipped out too much when i were talking.. By the time i realised, it's too late... Help!!!

Love..

Love. Just a 4 letter word but it’s quite hard to define. How do we know what’s the feeling of being loved? Different people will gives us different love. Family, lovers, frens, etc.. Some will mix up these loves. How do we differentiate them? For example there’s this fren of mine, she has a so-called bf. She’s treating him, loving him like they are couples bcos she thought that he’s taking her as his gf. But on the other hand, the guy actually only treats her as a fren, as a sister. So is he sending the wrong signal? or is the girl’s problem that she doesnt know how to differentiate them? Sigh… Why cant love just be more simple? But if it is simple, then there’s no challenge, no more fun anymore in finding out the meaning of true love in everyone…

Independent??

Is being independent important?? Of course it is. But somehow, some people just cant be independent. Why?? Too dependent on others? sometimes it's good to rely on other ppl but there's a limit. especially when u're away from family, u NEED to be independent. For example, taking care of ur room and urselves. Keeping ur room clean and tidy, keep ur appeareance tidy, etc.. If such small matters one cant depend on themselves to keep track, what else can that person do?For eg, my roommate, she doesnt even know how to keep her place clean.. Her cupboard is a mess. And worst of all, someone else need to help her to tidy up her cupboard. She's going to turn 21, and yet she doesnt even know how to do these stuff.. At least try doing it urselves first and then only ask for help if really cannot. She didnt even try... sigh... And she still has 5 more years to go.. But i do hope that she will learn asap how to take care of herself. If not we, her frens, will suffer...

Far apart..

Being far apart from love ones for many years to come is extremely challenging.. how do some deal with it? 1) will the feeling fade as time pass by(for couples) or will we forget our families back home (like some will say, "overseas' moon is rounder")? or 2) will it be the other way round? the love bond towards one another will grow stronger?

Some might agree with no 1, but some will say no 2. For me, i think it depends on that person. It's the communication, trust, honesty, loyalty and of course LOVE towards each other that make a difference.. Distance wont be a problem if we dont take it as a barrier for communication. Distance wont be a problem if we trust one another. Distance wont be a problem if LOVE each other. Like me for eg, my relationship with family and frens grow stronger after i came over to russia. Though we're thousand miles apart, we still keep in touch constantly. Sharing more and more things compare to last time. Opening our hearts more each day... But of course there're some who dont agree with me. Wat can i say right? It all depends on urself how u want to deal with the distance problem...

All out of order..

Every thing is out of my order!!

1) My room is sooooooooo messy at the mo. Seriously need to rearrange the whole room d. Getting sick just by looking at my room. It's so untidy (but the untidiness is not cause by me), sempit (bcos there's an extra cupboard in my room now), and etc.... (dunno wat else that cause the sickening look but it's just sickening......)

2) My studies.. though i got all my zachut d, but i'm not satisfied. Still need to worry bout the upcoming philo test and anat test (which i need to take after the holiday). sigh.... I wish i am more hardworking.. dont want to get anymore threes. sigh....

3) No idea y i'm soo lazy. dont feel like doing anything at all.. just want to stay in bed and watch movie. overly into holiday mood.. sigh...

4) Am getting fatter!!! WHY?? (i hate winter!!) even though i dont eat alot but still getting fat. damn.. sigh...

5) Dunno why i keep complaining bout small matters (eg: all that's stated above) even though i knew the solutions to every single matter.. That's y everything is out of my order. >.<

Finally..

Finally the parties for Yi Heng and Mun Yee's 21st birthday are over.. Been busy planning and preparing for their parties for almost 3 weeks.

First was Yi Heng's b'day on the 9th. We made a lunch party instead of the night one.. it turned out quite well. Food is vegetarian cos there're some who are vegetarian. So to be fair to everyone, me, ming yee and hong ching decided to cook all vege for his b'day. Yi Heng himself was also a vegan b4 he came to Russia. A special present was given to him, a video with pics and some small clips from his frens wishing him happy birthday. The video is bout 20 mins long.. hehe.. he's touch after watching it.

Next was Mun Yee's b'day on the 12th. This time was at night as we still had class in the morning. Her b'day.. better than i thought. She wanted it to be very very marvelous. Luckily it turned out quite ok.. hehe.. So happy that she's satisfied. Actually her parents already planned a very grand party for her back in M'sia but she cant go home due to exams. So she's quite disappointed. That's y she had high hopes on her b'day party in Russia. The food was delicious. And she's given many presents and of course there's also a video clip for her. :) Hopefully she's touch by it. And the surprise part was, she prepared a video for us too.. all by herself.. wow.. cant believe she had a surprise for us even though it's her b'day.

Celebrating b'day away from home will never be a sad story after seeing how everyone here celebrate each other's b'day. With this huge family in Russia, no one will be left alone during their special day. No one will be lonely though we're miles away from families and frens........ XOXO

New Life??

Almost 2 weeks had passed since new year.. been busy enjoying life till forgot to update my dearest blog. hehe.. let me tell u wat i had been busy with..

1) sleep
2) eat
3) watch drama
4) watch movie
5) playing facebook
6) sleep again
7) eat again
8) the circle goes on...

that's all the things i had been doing for the pass 2 weeks. dunno why am so lazy to get out of the bed even to get food!! can u imagine? me, who loves food ALOT, also will be lazy to go get food. funny eh? sigh... but now i got a very serious problem. I HAVE ANAT TEST ON MONDAY!! oh no... i'll die this time. sigh... must study d. if not, .......