I'm feeling blue..

I'm not sure what happened to me but i'd been feeling super moody for the past 2 weeks. Whether it is because of studies or because of MASSAD or because of something else which i dunno.. Have no mood to do anything and emotional swings are pretty frequent. What happen to me?? I just cant figure it out. Calling back home wont help either. Will only worry my parents. Who should i talk to? Who can i trust to with my dilemma? Who can give me the advide i need and want to hear? Who is the one????????

After so long..

It's been so long since i blog. Due to the new rector cancelling our hostel internet contract with Strella which left us with no internet services for about 2 months. Now with the internet connection back again (though it's super sucky), hopefully everything will goes back to normal...

Nothing had changed much in the pass 2 months other than my room arrangement and ppl (Yee Chiun is the newest member in our block =p). Hopefully i can get the cupboard done soon though i dunno when will the carpenter comes. Too many things happen in the pass 2 months, and due to my short term memory, i cant really recall them. So i wont write it down. Just check out my facebook for pictures of all the recent events that happen to me =)

Bad luck one after another...

Reach moscow safely but something else happen. Guess wat, my room got invaded by RATS!!! shit!! sigh... it's inhabitable by human. Cleaned it with my roommates and had to remove everything that's left except for my bed and tables and chairs. Have to throw the mattresses and clothes that're bitten and peed all over by the rats. Now need to make my room habital again. sigh.. currently staying in my fren's room. Dunno till when yet but hopefully soon i can move back into my room. That's not the only bad thing that happen to me. My laptop kena virus. Stupid me. Ter-downloaded trojan. Now cant even re-format it. So have to wait and c wat the seniors can do with it. If not, i'll die.... either i'll die of boredom or my dad's gonna kill me. sigh.. After all the bad things that happen to me in malaysia, now back in moscow, bad luck still continues. When will this end......

One more day

Going back moscow tomoro. Excited?? naahhh.. I dont feel that at all. Have no idea why. I just dont feel like going back at all. Just want to stay at home and do nothing. Maybe it's bcos of the 2 months holiday with me doing nothing practically. haha.. sigh... another year gone by sooo fast. Now entering second year. Having anat and histo final at the end of first sem. sigh... dunno whether can pass with better grades or not. Must study harder d... sigh...

Irresponsible person..

I'm so pissed off with someone. All bcos of him, i'm going through so much. Bcos of him i need to go all the way to shah alam to beg ppl to do a group passport for me which costed me rm 200. Bcos of him i need to pay rm 500 for a stupid visa which i can do for half the price if he had be more responsible and told me the case earlier when i asked. Bcos of him, i'm having a few sleepless night. Bcos of him... arrgghh!!!

Few more days...

OMG.. few more days to go b4 i fly back to russia. not excited at all. dont feel like going back... just want to stay in malaysia and enjoy.. 2 months past just like that.. sigh... wat to do?? i'm the one that chose this road...

3 Birthday Celebration Together =)

Celebrated my 21st birthday (which had already passed 2 months ago =D) together with my sis (her 18th birthday) and my cousin (his 24th birthday). Invited a few frens and relatives. Not a really big party but i did feel happy. Though i dont get to celebrate my 21st on the exact date, but now at least the replacement was memorable and fun. Had dinner and talk with my frens which i had not met for a long time. Catching up with frens was the best thing. Knowing how they are doing... =)

here are some pics for the day...