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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Pheww...

At last, i cleared all my exam. Except for anat of course. But felt so relieved. My shoulder are way much lighter than usual. At last can concentrate only on anat for the weekend. Hopefully can clear everything by next week. Hope that the teacher will be more lenient. Gambateh gambateh!!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Thanks Dee and Mee...

5 more weeks to Histo final, 6 weeks to Anat final!!!! OMG and i'm not even anywhere near my target till this moment. I'm so screwed =( Though i'm now more motivated and determined to study, clearing up my colloqs, but somehow, sometimes, i'll just drift back to the me last time and lost control of myself again. Luckily i manage to gain control of my thoughts everytime this happens. Thinking bout my parents works everytime. Thinking how much hope they'd put on me, how much support they'd given me, how much money they'd saved to put me through this course, how much fight they'd gone through arguing if they'd made the right choice to send me here, how much worries they'd felt worrying if i'm healthy or doing alright here, how much sleepless night when i told them i'm sick, etc.. All these are beyond any price that anyone can pay. How can i ever repay them? I feel guilty everytime thinking of their money that i'd spent coming to Russia. With no income coming in, with Yin and William still young and need money too to study, did i made a wrong choice coming here? Maybe i should have stay studying in Malaysia. But there's nothing else that i can do after all these other than concentrating on my studies, be a doctor and make them proud...