Weirdest dream...

Had the weirdest dream yesterday night.. when i'm suppose to be studying for anat, i fell asleep. sigh.. This dream..... couldnt really recall about it but it's something about me going for a vacation. And during the vacation, i had to share a bed with Mr X (which i had no idea who cos couldnt see his face). It felt like as if i knew this Mr X for a very long time and i have feelings for him (haha =D i wonder who is he). We were kinda shy and tensed cos we're forced to share this bed together but then after a while, the atmosphere changed. He put his hand under me and pulled me closer. At first i'm shocked, then i relaxed into his hug and slept. I woke up from the dream the moment when i felt asleep in the dream. Wakaka =D i wonder whether i'm predicting the future or i'm too stressed up r i'm just too desperate????? LOL =D Either way, i need to concentrate to pass my exam this sat. Or else, i'm dead cos i need to fly to Egypt the next day!! Gotta go back to anat now. Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!

2nd post of the year!!

Finished my histo final exam yesterday.. hooray!! I'm so relieved that i got a 4. Though it's not a 5, but then i'm super happy. ngek ngek.. wanna know y? It's because i didnt study enough for this exam. So i didnt regret getting that mark. One more anat exam then i'm free =D Will study harder for anat cos it's harder. Off to Egypt the next day.. cant wait for that day to come.. Gambateh!!!!

1st post..

My 1st post for the new year =) yet it wont be a happy post. With the finals coming up in less than 2 weeks plus there's rat problem again in my block makes me want to scream out loud. AAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh....... just a scream in my heart. No voice coming out. Maybe i'll do it for real under my pillow later. I'm just tired of everything..... for once, i want to be invisible and dont need to care about all the problems in the world. Though i know that the problems wont go away, but i'm tired of making the first step to solve the problems. Why cant others try to take the first move? Why am i always the one (though there are times other will but not often)? Is it in my nature to always be the one to make sure everything is alright? Why am i like that? Why cant i just dont bother about all these till others say or do something? Why????????? For once, i just want to be different....